Live Free, or Die hard.

right now, just livin life to the fullest.

none of that partying, clubbing scene.

just concentrating on whats best.

and what needs to be done.

life is too short to hold regrets,

so go hard, and go long.

cuz you dont know whats coming at ya.

<3

update update update!

man o man, its been like how long since i updated?! haha.

well, im finally back on this shiiit. now that its summer i have more time on my hands. haha.

theres loads to tell. my puppy is at home, and she is such a rascal! i didnt realize how hard it would be to take care of a puppy. shes so much work! just like a baby, but barks instead of talking! haha. which i think is way better minus the whining. other than that, i love having her! she keeps me occupied and off my ass! haha shes the new center of attention in my life, other than my boyfriend :) lol. i still need to make time to hang out with my friends! its so hard when you dont have your license tho. having to find rides everywhere or taking the bus..which i totally despise! urghh. speaking of that, i finally took my road test AGAIN but didnt pass. i was so devestated after that. i cried, cried, and cried after. it was my 3rd time failing! whats wrong with me guys?! i fucking parelled parked perfect! but everything else was bad. my stopping was the main thing. fuck. but im gonna keep on trying until i get that license ! thats my main priority right now. but anyway, 

i still didnt get my tax return back either! what the heck? its been like almost 5 months. i think i need to call irs or something to check up on it. i mean i didnt get nothing back! nada! damn.

but yeaaah! oh! i got a 2nd job! its a jeans warehouse. its pretty okay. way different from jamba. pretty boring. all we do is just walk around and put back clothes. nothing much exciting. but yehhhh im still at jamba b/c jeans warehouse is only minimum and i get paid more at jamba. haha mhmmmm.

june is the month for me :) i can tell. me & my boyfriend make 2 years on the 26th. im so happy, and i love him so much! <3>

mmmkaaay,

peace & love <3

LOLA :)

pretty soon lola, my puppy will be home! i can't wait! finally! she's sooo adorable hehee.

everything seems to be good. im practing driving mooore, and its going okay i guess. my mom makes me so nervous when i drive with her tho. urghhh but hopefully soon i shall get my license. thats first on my list, after i get lola :) i still need to buy her bed, food, and some toys! damn. its okay, its gonna be worth it! hehe. i already got to meet her and its a guarentee that im gonna get her cuz i already gave the guy a collateral so its goooood. mmmhmmmmm.

kk heres a picture of her <3

cuuuuutie :)

hehe, kk BYEEE

peace & love.

spring break 09

hey ya'll. sorry i never have time for this... 

just come on when i feel like it =)

anywho, spring break went okaaay.

the beginning of it sucked tho! i frickin' got food posining!

on the way home from my boyfriend's house i threw up ! we had to pull over to the side so i could barf! it was sooo groose. but i love my boyfriend. he toook care of me. and helped me =]

stupid oysters and lumpia. bad combination. i probably won't eat oysters for a super long time. hahaha.

yeeee' so after that episode, i finally got my car! i was super stoked! it's a ford focus 08. and fully loaded. pretty cherry. hahaha. i practied thru out spring break. i think im getting better at driving! haha :D hopefuly i get my license soon, so i can pick ya'll up. hahahaha.

well, school is tomorrow.

gotta get down with business. shit. i think im gonna drop my relgion class. i dont even need it to be a LPN. mhmmmm. & work is fucking GAY. economy sucks. no one is hiring! damn. hopefully i get hired at the counter =] 

kk,well imma end this here.

peace & love <3

livin' tha gooood life

life is good right now.

no more drama.

no more complaining.

no more whining.

everything is good.

this how its supposed to be.

this is how it needs to be.

everyday, every minute, every hour, and every second.

i need it, want it, & gotta have it! haha. blah, im so bored right now.

but yeah, my life is pretty damn good. i fucking content. i may seem like i

complain a lot but thats just how i am. who the fuck cares right? my life, not yours.

so GET over it. riggggght bitches. haha.

anywhoooo, i really want to go to the WEEZY concert. but i got no one to go with! =[

buuu, anyone like go? i down breaah. hah.

peace & love.

HOPE

Hiyeeee everyone!

Well, I just got my haircut yesterday :) it came out pretty good. i think! Hah, next pay check i plan on coloring it! ^__^ yayuhhh! Well, today was pretty boring. Did practically nothing! But wash my sheets and stuff. Urghhh. My life is kinda boring & lame but oh well! Haha. What sucks is that my boyfriend got laid off from his job ): So juuunk that kine. His boss said because of the economy?! wuuuut tha faaak. Gayness! Hah. But he's gonna look for another job, and im sure hell find one soon. I hope! 

Back to me, School is okay. Im lacking in regligion class tho. I need to start going again. =/ Urgh. Work? Still the same. REEEE-tarded! Bleh. Well Thats all i gotta say for now.

I'll probably be back later for more =]

Busy Busy Busy!

Yo Yo Yo mo'fuuuuckas! whas good? haha.shiii its been awhile since i updated this thang. well i gots load to tell you since valentines day! haha. so far, things have been good. I dropped my math class because it was gettting to hard and i already did bad on two quizzes so i didnt wanna chance failing it! o__o but yeah im doing good in english and art! both A's! so far :D so thats good. I just had my religion test today... i think i bombed it tho because i ditched class for like couple weeks ;[ damn. well it was only the essays so it was good. still get the multiple choice. 

mhmm well last week friday was kathleens 20th birthday and i finally got reunited AGAIN with all my girls ;) its like the only time i get to see my friends is when they all have birthdays! LOL they all live so far thats why...nah maybe its me, im the only one that lives far from them ;[ but its okay. during spring break we plan to have a bbq at my place so i cant fucking wait! imma get dark! haha. so on friday we were all jus chillin and gosspin. i got there at like 940ish cuz i had to do something before so yeaaaah. OH! i watched HSM3 for the first time! haha it was cute but kinda corny! ahaha. i slept over kathleens house that night and angie and crystal stayed till like 2 and they had to go home. haha & then me and kathleen was watching all her dvds of friends. lol. 

next daaaayyy (saturday) ...crystal calls me at like 7 am and comes to kathleens house ! hehe but we went back to sleep for a little bit. & then we ate breakfast; portguese saussge, bacon, eggs, and rice! yummmmy! my favorite kind ;] hehe. after, we decided we wanted to go genkis cuz i was craving sushi so we went! that was good too! kathleen  had to go pick up her car because it was being fixed so crystal dropped me home. first we had to get her mom from her work so we waited for her there. damn we got free cards to go to zanzabar! whoo hoo~ even tho i dont even go clubbin! AT ALL! haha finally when crystals mom was done she went to go pick up her friend ashley & hearn to travel with us to drop me home. haha so messed up hearn hellling at anykine ppl. haha but anywhoooo after i got home i wass helluh exhausted so i took a nap and talked with my baby for the rest of the night :)

suuuunday 22nd; 

typical daay. i woke up early to go to church. every sunday now :) thanks to my boyfriend. hehehe. so after church we went to his moms work place to grab breakfast and we went to his house. after we ate we just slept and shit. haha were always lazy on sundays we never really do anything but sleep :) later on in the after noon we went to his cousins house crystal d. for her birthday dinner. we had pizza & pasta from pizza hut. yuuuumaay! ahaha. and the little monster aiden was being his same ol self. a RASCAL! hehe but he's sooo cuuute i love that lil boy ;] hehe. i had to leave early because of a gay meeeting at work which was a waste of time. come to find out there waas a huge motorcycle fatal accident on the H1 which was messed up. after that ryan drops me home & then we just chill.

monday-present:

just frickin school & work. uhhh busy busy busy during the week. but it went by super fast! oh yeah! on wednesday my mom and i went to go look for a car at cutter mazda but didnt find anything good. the salesmen sucked over there. they dont listen! hahaa. urghhhh but yeah i dont like working with sheri! haha were always damn busy everyone just loves us thats why :) haha but thankgod its the weeekend again..

ill probably be back like next weekend to update :( ahaha nah im not sure, if i have time i will update soooner! lol. mmmkaaay hope this was entertaining / interesting! !

peace & love <3

ps; i love my friends :)

HAPPY VALENTINES :)

well today is february 14 and its valentines! whoo hoo~ today was pretty awesome yet sad because i had to go to my uncle's funeral all tha way out in waianae O__O gah damn that was a long as drive. and it was super sad! especially the eulogy because it made me thing of what i was gonna say for my dad "/ haw but then my boyfriend made me happy and said "dont think that far" heheheh okaaay. so after the funeral we had to travel all the way back to hawaii kai. another long damn drive. haha. when i got home i decided i should rest because i had a big night ahead of me :) my "sister" did my makeup for me and it came out "cherreh" haha. yeuuup life is good. and then my baby surprised me with a dozen roses! awww it was pink roses. i wanted lily's but its okay its the thought that counts right? so are plan for valentines didnt go out the way it was supposed. we wanted to buy food and eat on the beach but it was rainy and cold. so we just ate at the food court in alalmoana. haha and we were all over dressed for nothin! LOL! who cares :) we were with each other & happy! heehehehe. so after we were done eating we walked around alas for a bit to burn off our fat and i saw these super cute boots that i wanted to buy but i didnt cuz im broke right now but its okay cuz i get paid this tuesday! yeah man! its the kind of boots that everyone has but who cares! ahaha. not me. lalalaa yeeep after that we drove home and just held each other for the rest of the night and im not gonna get to in to it  before i get carried away :) ahaha. okay! i finally updated this shit! mmmmkaay. shoots then nagaaah <3

peace & love :)

Letting Go..

I kinda feel lonley ;( I mean I have a lot in my life but theres still something missing that I dont have. I miss how it used to be & I wish things were how it was but I cant change anything about it right? you changed so much, so admit it. I mean what did i ever do to you? i bet you never even liked me in the first place. just frotin about it and tryna make like your all that. tryna make like your orginal, but just taking other peoples things and making it "your own". no one is ever orginal! i mean you had to get your idea from some place right? then you made it in to your own style. so stop actin like people copy and stuff. it gets on my nerves. but hey, i can't control it right? but life isn't simple. i feel like i have no one to talk to. i always have my boyfriend, but i cant talk to him about HIM or like girl stuff. mhmm, when you feel so full, you feel so empty? git it? half full but its half empty. you know, all i ever did was try to be there for you. but you left me hangin. found a better life. but its okay. you learn to let go, & you get stronger each time you fall..

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe♥.

You never learn...

Whew, I haven't been on here for a while!

Dang, anywho things are okay right now. Mhmm, work is slightly getting better. Not gettin' enough hours tho! ughh, I'm getting sick and tired of this shit! I only work like 10 hours a week! Well, maybe not 10 but latley it feels like it! God, stupid economy! Whats going on with our world?? Were all gonna die :] ahaha. Anybody know anywhere thats hiring? Hoook me up brah :P

FYI no one gives a "daaayuumn!"

& unlike you I have a life :)

peace & love<3

Looking Back

things have been going good for me. life has been really starting to set in.

i'm comofrotable with everything i do and have. my boyfriend is always there for me. yakno what i mean? i bet you dont but oh well. 

buuut, sometimes i feel like even tho i have everything i could ever want theres still some part thats missing. idk some part in my life feels empty. but you never know, life is full of surprises so you never know what might come your way!

i also miss the good old days. days where i would just hang out with friends and just do absolutley nothing! just talk and gossip about lame old things. but its whatever already.

life goes on theres much better things to do so don't worry about the past focus on the PRESENT ;)

Somethin' New,

Just started blogging, so really  aint got nothin' to write.

I guess my day was okay. School was the same. Really need to get down with business with school. Urghhh, life can be so stressful at times. But ya'll just gotta deal with it righhh'? 

mhmm, a list of goals for 2009;

save $$$ stop spendin' so much

eat healthier & excersize!

study harder in school

get my license

get my car!

:)

gonna be back later with ya'll

peace & love <3